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I Hate Everyone Here but You

by oxeandale

on Today I Will Irrationalize (2021), I Hate Everyone Here but You (2020)

(Verse 1)
I was lonely at the party, everyone else here has somebody
And I don't wanna be a bother, disrupt all your colored frequencies
But you didn't care about that, took all my fears and reattached the parts of me that were missing
Taken from me from the ones I loved

I can feel your silence beating to the rhythm of my pain
And you distract me, you're my anesthesia
Say "It's nice to see ya"
Come and set my mind free from the dark it's witnessed, twisted blurry visions

(Pre-Chorus)
You talk in slow motion, I can barely hear you through the distortion
And we're both on the run, hiding from the solitude beneath our tongues
We watch the vibrant sun struggling to keep up with the vivid young, oh
You promised me in blood

(Chorus)
The neon lights make me feel dead
I had to hide and clear my head
But you just wouldn't let me be alone
Cause that's not what I need
Do you remember what I said when I was crying, out of breath?
I hate everyone here but you!
I hate everyone here but you!

(Verse 2)
Now I'm lying on the ground with one ear to the Earth
And I am just trying to listen
'Cause I swear nobody prepared me for this
And I just wanna feel again

I can feel your voice depleting in my head
Remember screaming to the stereo in your car
I'm hurting, maybe this is learning to be independent
I was so dependent when making decisions

(Pre-Chorus)
You talk in slow motion, I can barely hear you through the distortion
And we're both on the run, hiding from the solitude beneath our tongues
We watch the vibrant sun struggling to keep up with the vivid young, oh
You promised me in blood

(Chorus)
The neon lights make me feel dead
I had to hide and clear my head
But you just wouldn't let me be alone
Cause that's not what I need
Do you remember what I said when I was crying, out of breath?
I hate everyone here but you!
I hate everyone here but you!

I do