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apparition

by blackwinterwells

[Intro]
4am
You listening to GoonnCity radio, the #1 station
Tears
Bloodhounds
Noheart

[Verse 1: funeral]
I don't wanna like you, but I do at the same time
All the signs in plain sight, you know I'ma stay high
Right by your side when you wake up
No makeup, I wanna wake up
[?] for me to cover you
Protect, I can't cause it [?]
[?] until the end

[Verse 2: Chach]
I can't see shit, you're my weakness
All this blood loss, you're my reason
I'ma [?] through all four seasons
All the time, I can't stop thinking
Tell me why they always wanna fuck with me
I got voices in my head
It's not up to me, to live in peace
God damn, it's a luxury
I got bad luck, now you're stuck with me

[Verse 3: Yung Skrrt]
I ain't had nobody in a long damn time
Tryna see what's in my head, but I'm feeling so blind
Everything I know try to attack me all the time
Four walls ain't enough, put another four up
So I get high til I fall asleep
You can take another whole piece of me
Never really need any security
'Til you know that you were wrong again

[Verse 4: Grandee]
Talking to me nice, I don't like you
I don't wanna fight, I just want to
I don't really know her, and my head don't feel alright
Alright, I'll- when you look up at me
With those big ol blue eyes
Caught me, with your choices [?]
Trust me, poison [?]
[?]

[Hook: Blackwinterwells]
I don't like you, I'm a ghost girl
Always translates, never felt worse
I'm lost and you'll forget me
I don't know you, you don't know me
I don't like you, I'm a ghost girl
Always translates, never felt worse
I'm lost and you'll forget me
I don't know you, you don't know me

[Verse 5: mental]
I can't help it, I'm helpless
Leave me back there
You tell me all these lies
See through your disguise
Tell me all these lies, oh
I don't wanna lie to you, and that's [?]
I don't wanna waste my time when [?]
Hit you when I take my life, [?]
I don't wanna waste my time when [?]
What do I do? Oh

[Verse 6: POPSTARBILLS]
I-I-I don't wanna fight the feeling
It's a process, I'm still healing
It'll take some time believing
It'll be okay, I see it
I don't wanna fight anymore, no no
A-A-Ace then pass the point, woah woah woah woah
T-T-Times are moving slow, so slow, oh oh
I-I-I just gotta learn to let go (let go, g-g-go)

[Verse 7: angelus]
I'm just scared that you're gonna replace me
Don't want you to miss me, I can't deal with this at all
I forgive and forget, I'm just stuck in my head
And I fucking hate my thoughts
Don't wanna be left alone, but please don't call up my phone
FaceTime makes me so nervous
Niggas acting so weird, gotta get outta here
Man, why you acting bogus?

[Verse 8: fns]
[???]

[Verse 9: 8485]
I know I won't forget the night that you told me
That you didn't harm me, like I think that you harmed me
You made me ugly, baby you scarred me
Then you wanna turn around and make me say that I'm sorry, nah
Fucking never again
I never wanted you 'round 'cause I had plenty of friends
And you don't know how to get close to me or any of them
Can't wait to see your ass [?] and then just get in the Benz

[Hook: Blackwinterwells]
I don't like you, I'm a ghost, girl
Always translates, never felt worse
I'm lost and you'll forget me
I don't know you, you don't know me
I do-o-on't like you, I'm a ghost, girl
Always translates, never felt worse
I'm lost and you'll forget me
I don't know you, you don't know me

[Verse 9: Kuru]
Trying my hardest here
[?]
[?], you won't tell me
[?], [?] and you know that
Probably lying to your face off a Prozac
Lying 'bout your love for me, how you 'gon show that?
Go ahead and be my pillow, like it's fucking [?]
[?]
[?] my fucking room, and I think that I'll go insane
I hate this place, [?]

[Verse 10: Kite]
That's okay, I don't need you
I can't do what I want to do
[?]
Something wrong so I been looking for you
You can't [?]
Asking myself if I waste too much
I'm looking tired [?]
200 mile drive, and I'll run into this wall

[Verse 11: Killz]
Nauseous, I'm sick like a dog
[?] love me, it's your favorite song
I don't even need millions, [?]
Smoking gas with Alice, [?]
I'm so sorry I'm selfish, sometimes I can't help it
I'm fucked up in the back off some powder
I'm so sorry, I'll be back in an hour

[Verse 12: Midwxst]
Put a knife through my wrist just to numb my pain
Long nights, I been thinking [?] the same
Metal up to my head, bullet go through my brain
Tired of being [?] still, this shit is the same
[?], always won't come back
Pulling my heart, manipulate me so bad
I become no one if I make me feel bad
Stab me so much, oh I can't even feel that

[Hook: Blackwinterwells]
I don't like you, I'm a ghost, girl
Always translates, never felt worse
I'm lost and you'll forget me
I don't know you, you don't know me
I don't like you, I'm a ghost, girl
Always translates, never felt worse
I'm lost and you'll forget me
I don't know you, you don't know me-e-e-e