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hold my hand

by Yoshua

​(love finding)

Or maybe ima call this "hold my hand"

[Chorus: dreablu]
Time don't change
Time don't change
Things don't really stay the same
How do you see me?
Know you don't need me
You're everything that's perfect, damn
Perfect, damn

[Verse 1: YOSHUA]
This ain't exactly how I saw myself a year ago
Had to say goodbye to people who I thought would never go
And I've gone places that I didn't ever think I'd set my foot in
Where were you when I was looking?
In the lab and I've been cooking
I had love for all my bruddas dem
And when I thought about the future
Couldn't spend it with no other than
Her, months passed, and I ended up hurt
Used to wish it would work, but then those feelings dispersed
And now I'm down at a different school
Stay up to write about my feelings in the living room
And think about sending texts to her phone that said "Missing you"
I bloomed so much in the summer, I thought I was wither-proof
But nothing lasts, if only for the best, word to Bedroom, and
Had to move on, move strong, I was off zooming
To find myself another one, another one, another one
I let her go when I realized I had to kill what I was running from
Hey, do you see where I'm coming from?
'Cause the burden I been carrying was never light
And now it's getting cumbersome
Look, I'm cool to be friends witcha
I know you want a savior but you know that I can't fix ya
I took my own advice, well for a while, I got bored, though
Lonely lonely turned to depression
'Cause it's hit me now, that the door's closed
Looking at the bottle like, I need like four of those
But some feels, I didn't need more of those, so

[Chorus: dreablu]
Time don't change
Time don't change
Things don't really stay the same
How do you see me?
Know you don't need me
You're everything that's perfect, damn
Perfect, damn

[Verse 2: Jonny Farias]
Why am I missing you when it's only been like two days?
How is it that when I'm around you, I start to lose strain?
I wanna take it slow on this throughway of life
Despite the obstacles I face, I'm glad that you stay
You're the purest thing in my doomsday
Look how you made me go from Lupe to Bublé
To keep it a blue face, I love everything that you emit
As I ruminate, pray that you feel the same, I do dream
Pint-sized, but make the giants bow
The two of us, I really like the sound
Odd having sobering thoughts when love's become your Hennessy
My honesty, my desires, they gon' be the death of me
Let my hands cup around your figure like parentheses
Caressing you, let me sing you a melody, my beautiful ebony
I hope that this is meant to be, that this is meant to be
I feel a connection between us entities
Am I taking it too far?
Answer the question, Jonny, I see you with these acts of affection
Going back and forth with myself, I might have a cadenza over how I could tell this without coming off selfish
But I want you by my side, want you by my side
It's spring, chrysanthemum, bloom
Sun is out a while, I'll be guardin' you
It's spring, chrysanthemum, bloom

​(pentium)

[Verse 1: YOSHUA]
I'm just afraid of it all
Afraid of losing myself, I'm afraid of seeing your call
My heart couldn't stomach what my eyes would perceive
And I can't hide it either 'cause I wear my heart on my sleeve
I swear, my back is hurting from the burdens I shoulder
If I seen her out and about, I'd prolly say I don't know her
I think it's funny how you think that the things that you in
Aren't a whim, wind, you could ride it forever, uh
It don't matter whatever comes, say you can't find a better one
I love you forever ever, forever ever, I'll never run
But love isn't an option without the One who loved us first
Chose the birth to rid us of the curse
These days I'm withering from Him
'Cause I keep sinning on my whims, I'm feeling ugly
And from the truth I've not stopped running
When I'm with you, I just kick back, I love it when we mix match
Girls from before, I just know it was a mismatch
Feeling like I'm falling, phoning 911, the dispatch
"Hello operator, think I'm suffering from whiplash"
I don't care about the backlash
You a catch, we attached, I'ma latch
You so different from the rest of the batch, girl

[Verse 2: Jonny Farias]
(something backwards), I'm completely in love with her
She's sweet, lovely, it feels like a honey bee stung me
Left a piece of you in me, spit this truthfully
Hopefully, I did the same with every discussion
We try to take the tunnels to keep us safe
Though I wish to fear nothing, the world is such a mean jungle
I peer under the rugs that lay above the surface
Skeletons apprehend my attention, they leave me wondering
In any case, Death awaits, he's around the corner
But my heart won't rest until I've found my soulmate
Stricken, bitten by the lovebug
Divulged my inner self to you, te quiero mucho
You're my numero uno, but I doubt you'd want a new beaux
Solo, but need a Leia, you're my new hope
The globe is cold to us lonely souls, it's just me and you, girl
Hold my hand, we'll carry on in this cruel world