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Pandora's Box

by Yodael G

Pre-Chorus
Chi-town Flashback when I was just a fob
My grandma walked in with a laptop
And she gave me as a gift but if I'd have known
This so-called gift would be the strongest dope
It wasn't the hardware but the stuff inside
A demon found a way and he started a riot
Should I just pick Death should I pick life
Before I lost my innocence it Must be nice
The fam wasn't pleased and I lost their trust
I met love's evil twin and her name was lust

Verse 1

It was 2011
I'm meeting with Reverends
I always thought America's 2 feet beneath heaven
But listen my brethren
This been the biggest of lessons
I've been doing sexual Coke
And lust was my venom

Equivalent to drugs my brain had an obsession
Seen too many images this song's a confession
This song's just a message I ain't perfect I ain't Worth it
I'm just rotten Down the core while it's sucking my devotion
Passion pushing pain parasites made me paraplegic
Simultaneously I can't have my cake and eat it

I needed to side with one repeated my addiction I ended up so perverted I was a fatherless son
And spirits kept creeping on including all depressions to make the matters a worse my father walked in the room
Looked in shame at his son but I'm thankful for what's come he loved me his only son regardless of what I've done what's up

Chorus
This is my Kush and Corinthians
This was my own state of mind
This is my work that I worked on
My own version of chapter 29
This is my sin that I struggle with
This was my kryptonite
I'll say bye to porn I'll say bye to lust
All for the rest of my life

Verse 2

This uh
What it was like to live promiscuous
Instead of the real deal it was fictitious
It's like you're trying to find love in the valley of death
And by the time you're done you probably lost your breath
I mean it sucks your soul
But you can't relate
And then you lose control
The more you masturbate
Hol' up
Pause my flaws it tells me there's nothing wrong
But I don't know how to twist and escape the Devil's claws
And I see that you're there saying
What's the big deal
Ma n*gga we talking porn
You don't know what's fake and real

You don't know the way it mashes
And messes your view on women
Carrying all this guilt and I know now I'm forgiven
But I
Sometimes I wish I could go back to it
Sometimes I fall sometimes I don't
And I'm like nah screw it
Triple X my slaughterous obsession my darkest moments my Great Depression

Chorus
This is my Kush and Corinthians
This is my own state of mind
This is my work that I worked on
My own version of chapter 29
This is my sin that I struggle with
This is my kryptonite
I'll say bye to porn I'll say bye to lust all for the rest of my life


All for the rest of my life
I'm so done with you goodbye
This was my sin that I struggle with
This was my kryptonite
This like my Kush and Corinthians
This was my own state of mind
This was the work that I worked on my own version of chapter 29

Refrain

Parents and guardians
Don't be stupid don't be negligent or obvious
Hoping I touch the heart of audiences
And whoever listening got to embody this

And to whoever that's struggling with this sin
That's mumbling lofty prayers
And don't know if you gon' win
Know that you're never meant to walk alone
Get someone in your faith So you can all stay grown

And while you're at it
Make a habit
Keeping it static
So you never get killed by the ways of the world
Porn kills love it's screwing you from the inside out
No pun intended and I'm staying affirmed

This that
Therapeutic
Pharmaceutic
Special message many music
Never ever seem to talk about
Go ahead and do what Jesus told you not to do and judge me
I ain't perfect so ... the clout

I stopped caring months back
I don't care whether you know not or you even acknowledge
I just want to be like Moses free all my people out of this prison this bondage

Bridge

I could never love anybody I could never love anyone
I would stay stuck as a slave I'm just headed to my grave
For the sake of fun
Could've never been your child could've never been set free
Couldn't ever live my life for somebody else like the king of kings

I could never love anybody I could never love anyone
I would stay stuck as a slave I'm just headed to my grave
For the sake of fun
Could've never been your child could've never been set free
Wouldn't ever be the man that the Prince of peace wanted me to be