All In Your Head

I Want Your Despair

by The More Assured

on I Do Not Want A Free London Lite (2010), All In Your Head (2007)

You were a boy, I used to destroy
You threw me away like a destructible toy
You were the love, you were the one
You were the fire in the eye of the sun
You were the life, you were the time
You were the singer of a beautiful rhyme
You were a joke, a hand in the smoke
You took my neck and tied it up in rope
Hey hey hey hey you'll never walk in my way
Hey hey hey hey and all the people say
Why why why you don't want me
Why why why when I was always there
Why why why you don't love me
When you're needing a friend, I want your despair
It's like a battle attack and I'm a loser in fact
I want to love you like that and give a kitten a hat
I want to stay in the hay while the sun is a day
I want to hold your body in different ways
A boy that I made to be played and then saved
A boy I grew up in that they all betrayed
And I'd love just to scream every night of my life
About what they did and how it turned me alive
Hey hey hey hey you'll never walk in my way
Hey hey hey hey and all the people say
Why why why you don't want me
Why why why when I was always there
Why why why you don't love me
When you're needing a friend, I want your despair