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That Kind Of Pain

by Samuel McDaniel

on Samuel McDaniel (2018)

(Phone Rings)

Mom: Hey, what's up?

Samuel: Hey mom

Mom: What ya doing?

Samuel: Nothing Much, just working on this music stuff you know

Mom: Hm

Samuel: Um, I just wanted to call and say I love you, and thanks for being a good mom and stuff you know

Mom: Are you okay?

Samuel: Yeah I'm Fine, I've just been thinking

Mom: Well I love you too, appreciate that

Samuel: No Problem

Mom: I don't know where we parked

Samuel: (Laughs)


Maybe I should love you
I know that you love me
I just gotta find your way because it's been above me
Sometimes I don't see it
I just need the reasons
When you show me love it makes it easy fight my demons
It kills me
Mom it's hard to breathe in
I just want to leave this
Mom I am so sorry but I know I cannot beat this
I know I'm not perfect
I am far from that
But I really cannot find a way for me to come back

I know I was that kid in that kind of pain
Dark days, far place, No escape, I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I know I was that kid in that kind of pain
Dark days, far place, No escape, I'm sorry, I'm sorry

Maybe I should love you
I know that you love me
I just gotta find your way because it's been above me
Sometimes I don't see it
I just need the reasons
When you show me love it makes it easy fight my demons
It kills me
Mom it's hard to breathe in
I just want to leave this
Mom I am so sorry but I know I cannot beat this
I know I'm not perfect
I am far from that
But I really cannot find a way for me to come back

I know I was that kid in that kind of pain
Dark days, far place, No escape, I'm sorry, I'm sorry
I know I was that kid in that kind of pain
Dark days, far place, No escape, I'm sorry, I'm sorry