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Toxic masculinity

by Sabishii

VERSE 1:
Stare at me from a distance now I feel so degraded
Count the numbers in my pockets, fill the hole that I created
Cave in, but don't stop it, I deserve the pain its addicting in a way that's the least fulfilling

CHORUS 1:
So keep your distance
I try hard but can't
Keep from failing
Ill never be a true man

VERSE 2:
Wish i could find a different hobby
And somehow be more open with my heart
I stopped talking about how i felt when it became something I could deal with on my own
When the aching lessenеd
I pass it off like its a lesson not a traumatic stress thing

CHORUS 1:
Causе I keep my distance
I try hard but can't
Keep from failing
Ill never be a true man

CHORUS 2:
Feel but keep it inside, not weak i got nothing to hide. (Ill never be a true man)
Feel but keep it inside, not weak i got nothing to hide. (Ill never be a true man)
Guilty but awaiting a charge, I'll change its not that hard. (ill never be a true man.)
Guilty but awaiting a charge, I'll change its not that hard. (man man man man man)

BRIDGE:
Feel but i keep it inside
Don't look its dark and i hide
It away from the public eye
This isn't Hollywood you'll waste your time

VERSE 3:
Stare at me from a distance now i feel so degraded
I wanna use my fists
Its the only way i get my word in
No one heard it
It don't hurt its just a feeling, just an aching
"DROP THAT ACT" they tell me
I'm the numb boy with no effort
I become an asshole
I'm the fucking king in this household
I wanted to protect you but I'm incompetent (its true)
I fail every action I pursue
So i pursue no actions and never lose