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THE DIVINE TRAGEDY (I WANNA KILL MYSELF)

by Ørganics Ønly

on MY HEAVEN IS YOUR HELL

1. Smoking Something To Ease My Mind (Occupied By Souls)
Unnøticed -
No time for a drive to the interstate I
Just really like to Smoke when i drive cause I really wanna fly
This Weed and me Living in hopeless one more time
I Collect moments till I fucking die
You Step over my body when I lye
Shaking on the ground I abide by no rules
Using me as fucking tool just to hide
Unmotivaton I might
Crumble to pieces in front of your eyes

Tumbling down a road where pain is wrote on the back of songs of notes
Joke just lend the jacket broke
Exposed to give the highs and lows
Lowered off to float
Cause this shadowed Coat covers years to cope
I really hate this home I can't call my own

Nothing working my purpose
Just Wasn't even on purpose
Im Looking further in worthless
To pull out any reason to keep burning
The burden is hurting
When its knocking on your door
Go deserted
This Loser is always first for the worst shit

I know I dont wanna go anywhere when I'm zoned
I hoan all of the problems you bring me im drowning till I float
Mind slowed
Somebody beat me releasing the energy of doubles o tight rope
Might go
Into an abyss before I blow
Dying alone
On the side of the road
So I sigh a show for a soul I sold

Liøn
Mane -
Sometimes i feel like Im chosen it's the reason why I am so broken tell me something I don't know
Enlighten my whole dome
He stood up on the alter and spoke
Let's get high inhale some smoke
Open up your mind put up them Os
Oh no I'm feeling low
So I dip out the joint cause I feel like I'm dying relying on life like if I was joke
I Forget all the lows
Enjoy all my highs
Cause it'll come back and then haunt me one day at a time
One time i had to tell myself that
It was just a day in time have patients or your going to die
I'm trying to find
I fiend for mine
But I just feel so fucking paralyzed
Once again
I'm done with life
I Roll up
And light up
The jay
Whoa now I'm high

2. Promised Were Meant To Be Broken (Failure Of A Vow)
Liøn
Mane -
Spitting what i can it's where I stand in life
I don't want to share it cause you wouldn't understand
All this emotion inside my of mind
It's like your blind
Got some type of sickness inside mind
Maybe I'm a mess
I can't pass the test
I'm to dumb for this
I can't deal with it
Please Lay me to rest
N.O.E
R.I.P
Either way no one cares about my feelings

Saying it again I'm Hanging on the edge and nobody understand
Really living on the land
Where everything is possible
When im saying that I can't

It's mission impossible
I'm about to smoke a bowl take that shit to dome
Make my shit really dope
Open my mind alone
Closely realize the world
Word is that I'm alone sinking in Babylon
I cannot take no more please just leave me alone
So lonely that that I don't exist in this stupid Retarded globe

Unnøticed -
Smoke a pound before going down I got around a round to take me out
Always blend in crowds
I'm spotted by the clouds around
Sick of feeling drowned
When I'm drowning I drown
Under the sea of a town
With people who hate me
And lately I'm hating myself on the daily
My heads down I'm faking the happiness I'm fucking paiting
My rating is raging at negative 20 percent
I'm deflating
And no ones relating to the shit I am in I'm debating
Been waiting for death I've been saving
Waving permanent fucking vacation
Nobody wanted me till devastation

I'm cut in half
Yet everybody laughs
But I'm in a lag
And there's no turning back
When you're really just a hack
Put my body in a bag
Weight full so I crash
Knowing no ones attached
In a ditch cobra snack
I relax then collapse
Axe to my back
That's why I'm cut in half
Time relapse
My brain is stressing without the facts
But I know I'm better than that
I'm feeling bad
When I'm numb on a tack
I'm in the back
With a fade put me back
Playing tag with a girl that's sad
I'm better than that
I'm better than that
I'm better than that

3. Tried To Pass A Joint With No Friends (Experiment With Mirrors)
Unnøticed -
Bullet proof vest on my chest
But it's not what you think
Lose my peace of mind
Everytime I go outside
Checking every corner for myself
Cause hes tryna take me out alive
Im high 5 heads every once in awhile I sigh
When the pressure and depression settle
Turn to metal
Words containing
Different levels
Mind completed
Next
Sold for less
Devil walking down the street to rest
What am I
Just illusions
Whos polluting people on my left
Only wishing for my death
I really Need exercise my right to get the fuck up out of sight
I'm depleting daily for your ease of mind
Once youre leaving I dont even know If I will make it for a night
Wishing I could tell you why
Judgement fuels the family created in a waste of time
So Ill Stay unnoticed till It comes to my time
Know Its soon
I consume thoughts
Question everybody around the clock
Hate me now I can tell
Just really want it all to stop

Liøn
Mane -
It's Crazy how the times flys
I can realize
In my own eyes
In my lost mind
All the bad vibes
I don't want want spend my last second or min with a fake friend
That's gonna stab my back in second
I'm checkin
For wreckin
That's when I take a second wait a fucking second
I am the lord
And they are the flies
Try to pass the joint
To a snake in disguise
I
Can't stand the people that hoard in my life
And then try to slide
Why?
I hate my life ( i hate my life )
I hate all the lies
Ayy i hate all the lies )
I just want to die
Bye

4. You Never Replied (Truth Gets Deserted)
Liøn
Mane -
Waiting and waiting the patience
It makes us
It breaks us
Tell me what's between us
Girl
You KNOW YOU KNOW
That I want it bad
Don't ask me no
Make me feel like a hoe
Make me feel like I'm sad
It's funny
Cause Girl
You know
That Im not mad

Ima just chill all alone by my self
Roll my spliff
Wondering
Oh what if
But oh well
Fuck a bitch
I already know that I'm way I'm lit
Double O 7 we making them hits
It's time kick back smoke up a bit

Bitch You don't know what I am
So don't make me wait to long
Im writing song to let you know that I am gone

Unnøticed -
I want to go
Nobody knows
That they ripped out my soul
When I was fucking told
That I'd be paid in gold

Keep on the travelling cause through it get bold
I'm fluently truant cause I'm tryna grow
Keeping me down hold me back at the door

Slowly im jumping the ship to the next not my fault
I'm not shit
But a wreck thats in folds
Holding my place in line for the folks
Passing left after right making me fucking cold

I'm scattered and shattered from the damage that renders my pain
Can I say anything without getting interrupted
Throw my words all away
Theres better forsure but the worse will return
When I'm leaking you lurk
Only beat me it hurts
Follow ties to the lies until I'm in the dirt