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Can't Sit Still

by Memento

on Can't Sit Still (2017)

[Verse 1]
I hate what the fuck is going on with me right now
I thought I learned my lesson but I'm back on the ground
It seep inside of me, feeling sick and I can't breathe
I thought I drank the poison but I feel it swallow me
My mind take the wheel painting pictures in my brain
Convincing me it's real, demons winning the game
Toxic movies on repeat, shit that never really happened
In my form of therapy, I write and keep on rapping

[Chorus]
I'm addicted to you, I'm a victim of you
You took away my voice ‘cause I give it to you
I'm addicted to you, I'm a victim of you
I can't sit still 'til I give it to you
I'm addicted to you, I'm a victim of you
You took away my voice ‘cause I give it to you
I'm addicted to you, I'm a victim of you
I feel it in my veins that I give it to you

[Verse 2]
I can't sit still 'til I'm getting my fix
Eyes dart back and forth, pounding ‘side of my chest
It's empty in my lungs and I'm sinking in my gut
I'm anxiously awaiting for your call to be enough
I'm getting one hit, it all go away
But the cycle repeat and it just build up my pain
The stress and the sickness'll fucking eat me alive
And even then I gotta tell myself, it's all in my mind

[Chorus]
I'm addicted to you, I'm a victim of you
You took away my voice ‘cause I give it to you
I'm addicted to you, I'm a victim of you
I can't sit still 'til I give it to you
I'm addicted to you, I'm a victim of you
You took away my voice ‘cause I give it to you
I'm addicted to you, I'm a victim of you
I feel it in my veins that I give it to you

[Verse 3]
Yeah, and I can't fucking take it
You control my happiness, I say it, I know I can't fake it
I'm at your service and I'm at your call and I'm doing whatever you want
I don't even do it for you, I do it for me ‘cause that's what I want
There's nobody that I can tell, see, nobody know what I'm talking about
Too insecure in myself, got too many secrets that never come out
Some shit isn't meant to be shared, I gotta believe my own lies
As soon as I'm done with the song, I'm seeing reality with my own eyes

[Chorus]
I'm addicted to you, I'm a victim of you
You took away my voice ‘cause I give it to you
I'm addicted to you, I'm a victim of you
I can't sit still 'til I give it to you
I'm addicted to you, I'm a victim of you
You took away my voice ‘cause I give it to you
I'm addicted to you, I'm a victim of you
I feel it in my veins that I give it to you