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Layla

by Mauricio F

Verse1:
Do you remember the day we first met
When i heard you stumble upon your first breath

You didn't know me at first until the second year
Because we were in the same class, you and i sitting here in fear

We weren't friends who really talked to each other
But i made you laugh in class, and then i got in trouble

Soon and later we started talking cause i thought we could of been friends
And after that, we started talking ever since

It was a few weeks in that i started to like you, my faith of talking to you was getting stronger
It was you're personality, you're smile, i didn't wanted to wait any longer

We starting texting on our phones when we got home
We got in our rooms, closed our doors,talking to each other alone

You were funny and you're personality was well fit and affable
It was hard not to hear youre story's and not laugh at em

We started talking about our favorite movies and songs
So i went first and i said my favorite is "headlights by Eminem" because it reminded me of my mom

She asked about my mom
And i said "she passed away august 27, 2014. Now shes far gone"

Right before i know it, we were sharing each other secrets
I didn't know she would of tell me these things, or even release it

And she told me "i told you all of my secrets, and you're the only one who knows em so don't you ever go and expose em"

I swore to my life that i would never tell
Some hours on the phone we both went to sleep, we fell

And i couldn't wait to wake up the next day of school, just to be with you

But now you're gone
And I still want you

Chorus: (tedy)
Can I love you, would it be alright
Can I wait here, when you say goodbye
Cause I've been hurt
Can I try, to just believe
You'll never let me go

Verse2:
So in that next day, you tapped my shoulder and sat next to me

I was shy at first until i smiled at you and gave you a hug, its like i couldn't breathe no more my lunges but i couldn't complain because through out that day we were having fun

At recess, lunch. We were so happy but now look what we have become

But anyways we were so happy and full of it that we didn't even thinking about...committing it didn't stop me thought because it wasn't even time to move on so i didn't want to go but on the low i was in love with your beautiful flow

I want the old days where we would hold hands and sit on bleachers and skipping class together running away from the teachers, i need ya

And I know that I did you wrong
Sometimes I wana apologize, but I don't know where to start

But if I did any ways you'd still fucking hate me, wishing you would erase me, while I look back at the days when you dated me

Come back I need you
Without you I'm see through
Without you there is no crew
Without you there is no reason to go to school and no reason to give

It's cause Im a sin I'd never win
All I wana do is give in

But I'm not gonna do that, because I wana see if I can get you again
Cause I still want you

(Chorus)

Verse:3
Id never let you go, just hold you close
I keep thinking of you like your a drug and i overdosed
I love my friends, but i love you the most


And i try to forget about you, just by at night looking at the stars
But then thoughts come to mind and i think your in a relationship, in another guy's arms
Then again i know you are

Ive always loved you, and ive always told you the truth
Ive never told anyone else because if i did, it would spread and id hide behind my wasted youth
Girl, im so in love with you
Got me saying some Some i'd do anything for you type shit
That roses are red, violets are blue type shit


Recently ive been depressed, so to you i guess that i should confess, my love for you, but i can't cause ive been in stress
And now and then i look at old photos of you and i start to reminisce
About old times together, and i lose confidence
But girl dont worry about me your- are the best princess, so their is no need for replacements, even though i can't find one
Because of my apperance, come here and
Give me a hug, hold my hand, but you won't, im a mess
Even though im not like alot of people, if you were here id be blessed and

You couldn't possibly forgive me by the way that ive been treating you
I was ignoring you, not loving you, and now i just really want you

I see you looking for a new guy, to stay by your side, but they not treating you right, just please come to me

I wanna be a rapper, i wanna bring you with me through all the tours, i want you so much more, and i also wanted you to see

That i love you layla, and i wish that i could of treated you better, then i saw you were in a new relationship, but then you guys werent together and i thought that he didn't treated you any better

I was jelouse because i cared
Losing you i was scared
That reminds me back at football i saw you there

I remember when we were dating and this one day came
You pulled me in the hallway and you hugged me, then you tried to walk away
But then i pulled you back
Then i hug you tight
That was my favorite moment of you and i

I love you, so remember when i said
I miss you, so dont waste your time on me, your already the voice inside my head
Heh, blink 182, but who ever knew that

Thinking of you, the tears of my eyes would be dripping
Like you could be margo, and i could be quintin
I could look for you, while you keep your distance

Everything I told you, I never regret it
But if you asked, I would go back to you in under a second


But listen

You are the girl that i think about everyday
Baby i hope you do the same, your quiet, smart, and beautiful you are not the one to blame..
If you like this, then in the future......
Would you like my last name
Could things just be the same
Will things ever change
Will you say yes

(Chorus)

Verse4:
Listen, i probably know what your thinking
You'd probably pass this song, you didn't want me to remind you of my mistakes and
I failed you, yea i know your heart was breaking

And i know i did you wrong, i said that alot
But i want to apologize one last time through my first rap song
I really hope we get along
I would of told sabrina my mom
I would of give you anything you wanted but now i can't because of my actions now your fucking gone

But i hope you hear this
Because your the only girl that i ever missed

And i say that while i cross my heart
Because of my love for you i fell apart
And now im in front of my yard

Rapping this shit
Sooner or later this will be a stage, and i will rap in front of crouds
And i will bring you with me through every bit
I love you, but there is one thing i didn't get
Why didn't you tell me what was wrong, i could of fix it

I could of try and make things better
Our relationship together could of lasted forever
But now you got me wishing this world away in hoodie weather

You got me wishing that i never asked you on a date
Because if i didn't, then we could of still been friends and we could of still been talking

Like i said earlier, its my fault and its true because
Wise men say only fools rush in, but i can't help falling in love with you
And thats what i did, i rushed in and now its finished
But my song writing isnt

I wrote, football interlude, goodnight moon, i love you, and the come back skit
Did you listen to it, and if you didn't, i will never quit
Why would i ever give up on you when you made me feel this type of shit
You made me feel heaven, and I'm an atheist
But i dont know if i made sence

(Chorus)

Verse:5
I just got off of facebook, and i saw a post you were tagged in
I now see that your with a new guy
And im dead ass while i started to write this verse i started to fucking cry, i cried

You were the only one by my side, it was you id never gave up on
I told all of my friends about you, and how i miss you so much, but i guess i told them for no reason because were never going to get back together
Everything just got worst, nothing better

And now everytime i think of you, it brings grieves in
Now i just got nothing, and now that your gone, i just got to face it and believe it

And though i try to drink the pain away, it won't work this time
Because since were in the country im drinking moonshine

There is no way to figure it out now, the bond is gone
I want to reunite it, thats the only reason why im writing this song

And for you to forgive me, i want you to come and see me
8/24/15 wasn't a dream, it was a life lesson

A lesson that taught me to love the people you want to keep
Because if you dont then they might go away when you are asleep

Probably to another persons house, because they treated em better
I thought my heart was tuffer than leather
Until we werent together
Then i found out that i have a weak spot for her

You basically changed me , through out all the time we spent
Got me learning new words like ima change my dialect
May i vent?

Im in the car now, and while im going to maryland
I see couples in cars, im pretty sure there married and
When i see things like that, i think of you and i understand

Its all ok, i have no more to say, i guess this is goodbye
I just want to tell you that i love you one last time by a warning sign

Now im gonna keep my friends close, bit by bit
And i couldn't give you everything, but i gave you most
Im just a kid

Damn

Outro: (sam cooke)
(You send me)