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Hurts To Laugh

by Kali Masi

on [laughs] (2021)

A once in a lifetime opportunity
And there's no telling what you'll do to me
I'm over the border
I'm neck-lined in water
And over my shoulder
You'll always be
There's nothing I'm missing
That's worth reminiscing
I don't like how much I like it

Tonight's the night and it's a high tide of tasteless water
So raise a glass and drown in it
It hurts to laugh at the jokes you don't get
If I could fix my two left feet, a better son I'd be
You told me once you knew me, now I'm begging, begging you to do it

It left a bruise
I chokеd on the hue
I studied thе profile, it looked like you
10 years in a vice and it's a 20 dollar session for the rest of my life

“Saccharin-texts-to-dead-friends” depression
Repenting Science Fiction, secret Spotify Sessions
Horcrux exes, left hexed, thin skin, weak stomach
Wondering if other opened letters feel gutted

There's no easy way to say, but I've got to
Find a better way to get on, too
There's something about you that's gone rotten
You go your way, I'll act like I've forgotten
No easy way to say but I've got to
Find a better way to hold onto
A part of myself I love through lose
So you go your way, I'll act like I forgot mine

I'll shed my bandage and I'll show you where the brand is
Wish I could say that I don't mind it that I'm out and free and clear
A lot of salt behind the tears
The hate still ringing in my ears
It's tough to roll with punches when they're landing on the mirror
Old habits die hard
Yeah, It's all so hard to hear