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I Tried To Call God

by Kaiwiththebrokenheart

Verse:1

Tried to call god but he didn't even answer
I'm so fucked up in my head
You could call it brain cancer
I would say that I can feel this
But I'm burning like a lantern
Met this girl down in Atlanta
Now she lowering my standards
So you know I had to vanish
Cause I'm not good man I'm damaged
I'm so broken
I'm so broken
Oh my god
I'm bout to panic
Why am I so fuckin manic
Man I'm sinking like titanic
Man we dying like it's namik
Why my head so damn dynamic
Man my heart is like ceramic
Cause its fucking broke
This ain't no fucking joke
Yeah the pills still in my throat
Regretting every word I wrote
And every word I spoke
I could never even cope
Man my life is on a slope
And my thoughts are on the rope
Man I'm stuck on smoking dope
Cause they busy selling soap
I never listened to the pope
Fuck I used to tote a scope
Now she gone I got no hope
Now she gone I got no hope

Hook:
Tried to call god
Yeah I tried to call god
Yeah I tried to call god
Yeah I tried to call god
But the devil only answered

Verse 2:
I can't even feel my hands
This was never supposed to be the plan
Don't know even know how to stand
I don't think she understand
I be doing what I can
She don't know what I be doing
I don't like the way Im moving
Fuck I always stick to using
I know that I'm quick to losing
No this shit is not amusing
I be feeling so alone
Even though I got my own
I can't even find my phone
This some shit I can't condone
Heart has turned from life to stone
You can feel this in your bones
Y'all all listen in ya zones
I ain't even got a home
I don't got no place to go
But she sitting
In her pretty house
She ain't even pretty now
She don't even love me how
She don't think about me wow
I feel im about to drown
I try not to write this down
But no one being picking up
So I called out to the sky
But it didn't get replied
No it didn't get replied
No it didn't get replied

Yeah I tried to call god
Yeah I tried to call god
Yeah I tried to call god
Yeah I tried to call god but the devil only answered