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Farily Lost

by James Curry

on Heart Break (2018)

It's not the people it's the thoughts
That are living in my head
I don't even know
Why I'm living if they cared
Maybe they could tell me that it's, ok that I'm fine
But yet I am alone and I'm empty up inside
I don't even feel like they make me wanna fight
I don't even feel but I'm terrified at night


I'm dead no more flower boy
Rest in peace cuddle boy
Rest in peace loving boy
Rest in peace hugging boy
Rest in peace piece of joy
Hate myself even more


Take the reality kill all the action
Feel no more traction
Eat up attraction
You don't analyse she won't utilise
Wait to be educate she wanna penetrate
Maybe I can emulate mind gotta stimulate
Sorry for the little wait
That's what she said
As she put up the gun to my head
Pull the trigger now look I am dead


New phone who this
Look what you did control my wrist
Yeah can't stop me from slit
Hell yeah I emo for shit
If you eat up this shit
Then I thank you for bliss
But the mask gotta stay on
So I'm sorry no kiss


I'm dead no more flower boy
Rest in peace cuddle boy
Rest in peace loving boy
Rest in peace hugging boy
Rest in peace piece of joy
Hate myself even more