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Chamomile

by J.Pappas

on Chamomile (2020)

[Intro]
I don't know how to get right
Loose ends still but my tongue tied, I
I don't where I would be
Without my chamomile tea
At ease
Packed my sword to a gun fight
Ain't no way I could run right now
I don't know what I would need
Besides my chamomile tea
At peace
[Verse 1]
Sent a message to my mother hope she's okay
Same goes for the bro
Father and the whole gang
I'm just hoping that I'm doing them proud
I know I'm not perfect
Still I'm part of the crowd
Been a minute since I've kicked it with no worries around
I know I'm bigger than the shit that keeps on bringing mе down
Lately I've been feeling out of it
Gotta calm it down a bit
Haven't been thе same and lived my life without a doubt
And I'm done
Wish I had control
I just want to flow, keep the pressure on the low
Pushed myself right to the brink
Need some time to think
Like I'm playing Zelda but can't find the missing link
Means I'm struggling to find myself
Can't define myself
Having trouble with my feelings and my mental health
But it's okay
It's gonna be okay


[Chorus]
So take me by the hand now
This pressure's got me locked up in a cell
Looking past the leaves falling in the cold
Walking by the footprints in the snow
Sun don't shine through the brick wall
I'll wait it out just to get more
[Verse 2]
I've been missing everything I ever took for granted
I was falling to the floor because I mismanaged
All of my priorities
Afraid of my seniority
I deem myself too stupid to see there's more to me
Mortifying to be free
Defying my needs, be
Asking a lot expecting no fee
Uh
Everybody got problems
Till they toss em like a rock skipping dots until they drop off some
And if the grass stays green on the other side
Well that's great
My seasons still change
Tryna fight my way through all those
Rough patches
Dead grasses
Climb my mountains up in fashion
All I need is some time


[Chorus]
So take me by the hand now
This pressure's got me locked up in a cell
Looking past the leaves falling in the cold
Walking by the footprints in the snow
Sun don't shine through the brick wall
I'll wait it out just to get more
So take me by the hand now
This pressure's got me locked up in a cell
Looking past the leaves falling in the cold
Walking by the footprints in the snow
Sun don't shine through the brick wall
I'll wait it out just to get more
Uh