Gonchi

08/23

by Gonchi

[Verse 1]
It's august 23 I love how it rolls
I should've cherished you from a start cuz that ain't love
That's some that's real I ain't felt this in years
I said it's unfair, how I treated you girl
Cuz Ana I love you since you left to states losing my pace, and I say
I should've treated you well blame on me for this I guess
Cuz it hurts so much seeing you trying I'm not responding
I have trust issues, I call this bonding
I don't want you to forget me I'm sorry
Personally, I've lost shit
My feelings won't force quit
But losing you girl that's a worry
It's seein' my couch and seein' you there
Smellin' my clothes smellin' you there
Love your touch, love your smile your earrings from Claire's
Maybe it was childish to me but that day fell for my heart
I was stubborn to admit it's not right for both parts
You're a part of me who why and where
And well, I met you last month
Kissed you and that was just last talk
Went to france caught you calling my Iphone
Loved you saying I want more cuz I want more
And I miss you more, acting like I'm not losing control
I should've loved you before, cuz I said this ain't love
But somehow you got my heart broke
Least you ain't like these others, talk one night conversation is over
I needed some love you gave me the rest
Thoughts I gotta get off my chest, wondering who's gonna be next
Honestly I don't know shit but meeting you was one hell of a bless


[Chorus]
I should've done it right
Love you right
I love you girl I got you girl
Loving you was one hell of a bless
Calling me easing my pain when I'm stressed
I should've done it right
I should've done it right
Love you right
I love you girl I got you girl
Loving you was one hell of a bless
Calling me easing my pain when I'm stressed
[Verse 2]
I was going back to our pictures scrolling left ain't no secret
I wanna make something cool, feel like a song would make us more even
Even if I see you again I know things done been changed
It's a feeling I might never feel you again that make me quite scared
I cared, even when I say didn't
I craved for even more than a feeling
This perception of talk from day to day really vanished
In days, this a one way or a “have fun in the States” cuz my fingers can't keep up with the pace
My bad I can't help it, otherwise you gotta protect it
And if you even thought I was gonna let you flee
I don't mind you doing that if you take it with ease
I only miss you when I'm asleep, when my gas is on E
Hate writing this song, it hurts inside like a disease
This is a poem, or at least I'll treat it like it
You always playing defense I never buy it
With all the “I care about you really” something's missing
You reply every two hours, oh I know something went missing
I hope it ain't memories of us, turned into dust
Second thoughts turned to a rush, you mad if I say we fucked
I don't know why it's a secret if is all about us
Now you won't hear from me in a day, I ain't hoping to stay
This track says it all, I doubt if it'll be on the tape
You did find me but since sky blue I'm lost
I'd say I love you again but if I say it twice I know you'll blush



[Chorus]
I should've done it right
Love you right
I love you girl I got you girl
Loving you was one hell of a bless
Calling me easing my pain when I'm stressed
I should've done it right
I should've done it right
Love you right
I love you girl I got you girl
Loving you was one hell of a bless
Calling me easing my pain when I'm stressed
Took a lotta pain and that's enough
Look what you've done
Our love's just for fun
It hurts so much this time
Hurt so much this one
My heart empty your IG deadly
It hurts so much this time
I should've loved you more but it's alright
Yeah it's no right
[Outro]
Okay so basically I hit this girl up on IG
Told her "ayy you got games on your phone" and she responded at the minute
We talked the whole night, the whole fucking night from 9 to 5
We hang we hooked up then she fucking left me for some bullshit
I was made at her for like 1 week
This was mid July then I went to France she talked to me Facetimed me every single day fucking day bruh, all day
We were talking for like 5 weeks straight then she came over, the day before she went to the States
And man honestly one of the best days of my whole life, she's a whole 'nother level
I don't know if I got feelings but I'm sad cuz she left, like she was so good to me and I was a fucking asshole to her
It just wasn't unfair to me
I should've loved her cuz she a good G, man
She an amazing girl I hope I see her again
Te quiero

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