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Public Apology

by Fond Memory Vacation

on Science and Sanity (2007)

I always find myself in a trance
Thinking about the people that
Hurt me in the past
Thinking of ways I could've prevented
The pain from affecting me
Of ways that I could've been better
But I digress
I also find myself thinking about
The people that I've hurt and the
Anxiety that comes along with that thought
Because at age 13 I swore to God that I'd never
Hurt anyone every again
No, never again
But it is now the year 2020
And I've inadvertently hurt more people
Due to my own insecurities sometimes
Or anxiety
Or fear
Or prejudice
You get the gist
Hopefully
My head hurts and I feel like I'm not
Getting my point across
This will just go down as another
Failed attempt to control my anxiety
I'm sorry
I'm so sorry
I'M SO VERY SORRY
I will try to-
NO
I WILL BE BETTER