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SUTRATMA

by Elyahu

on Black Tar Beach (2020)

[Verse 1]
Gotta let it go, let it all go now
Gotta let it flow, let it all flow out
I've been on the low, feeling so low down
Tryna make it home but I don't know how
Prayin' they forget all the lies I told
Saying what I said with my eyes wide closed
Pain and regret for the life I chose
Pain and regret fill my mind

[Bridge]
You reap what you sow
And fear all the things you'll never know (All the time)
You reap what you sow (Everything's fine)
You reap what you sow (But nothing's alright)

[Verse 2]
When I'm all alone there's a place I go
Pop a couple caps and I face my soul
Look into the glass, see the face I show
Look into my heart, see the hate I know
When I'm all alone, there's a place I go
Pop a couple tabs and embrace my whole
Look into the past, see the ways I've grown
But growing comes with pain, so baby

[Chorus]
Wait for me on the other side
When I get this high, I just need some time
To collect the thoughts running through my mind
Can you wait for me while I ride the line

[Verse 2]
And I can't help but get
In my head when I'm getting high
Said what I said and regretted it plenty times
Better off dead but what's dead may not ever die off
Whoah-oh-oh
No I can't feel my legs
There's a hole in my chest and I
Thread it with vices
Weed, sedatives, psilocybin in my system
Please help me get straight to the top
Whoah-oh-oh

[Bridge]
You reap what you sow
Become all the things you can't control
You reap what you sow
You reap what you sow

[Chorus]
Wait for me on the other side
When I get this high, I just need some time
To collect the thoughts running through my mind
Can you wait for me while I ride the line