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Honestly, I'm tired

by Dysphoric

on Honestly, I'm tired (2022)

[Intro]
Hey, I was just calling to say that
It had nothing to do with you
You didn't change, it was me, I changed
There was nothing you could have done to make me stay
There was nobody else, I left for myself
It's just that, how do I say this?
One day things didn't feel the same
I'm tired
I'm tired
Oh my god
Yeah
[Verse 1]
My fate is sealed, I don't know what to do
I been contemplating everything while locked in my room
I revolve around hate, and I've been paying my dues
But I think It's too late, it'll have me end in a tomb
Anyone can be a snake and they never teach
That's why you never see me trust 'cause they all deceased
So I've been taking pills I admit defeat
Honestly I'll take it anything at all if it helps me to sleep
That's the cards that were dealt
And I'm sorry but my body I can feel breaking down
My mind ain't any better, I'm deceiving myself
And It's funny 'cause the money yeah can't buy my health
I need help
I need it bad
Mentally and physically, I don't have money to spend
Ain't that crazy cause every penny go to family and friends and that's why I say that I'm quitting music I like it, but I'll prolly be dead


[Chorus]
I'm fucking tired
I'm so tired
I'm tired, and honestly I think my time has expired
I'm fucking tired
I'm so tired
I'm tired, and honestly I think my time has expired
[Verse 2]
Feeling well
I ain't been feeling well
And I'm done with trying to talk, I only bring people down
Seems I fuck up everything I swear I'm destined to fail
I'm breathing regret every time I fucking inhale
Moving on, I can't
Man I'm trying, but my mind is stuck back in the past
I'd be lying if dying didn't seem that bad
I'm writing the facts I'm fucking fighting for this
I give my life, but that shit wouldn't last
Yeah, I'm giving my best but still want me to change
Man, I'm trying to change
And I hate when they tell me that I'll see better days
Man that shit never came
Half the help I'm getting feeling it's fake


Fake as a bitch
I've been pushing but my mind it can't handle this shit
I've been battling depression ever since just a kid
I'm a shell I've been broken, and I'm sorry I got none left to give
[Chorus]
I'm fucking tired
I'm so tired
I'm tired, and honestly I think my time has expired
I'm fucking tired
I'm so tired
I'm tired, and honestly I think my time has expired
[Outro]
I tried to make it work for weeks, I stayed longer than I should have
And before I knew it, there wasn't a single drop left of me, that still wanted you and me