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Full of It

by Deer Bear

on House Behind the Eyes (2014)

The ice is still too thin
But it's getting thicker as I'm getting cooler
There's darkness beneath the hardening crust
If you fall through you'll be truly lost

I'll have to wait a little longer
‘Till that fragile mirror can support my weight
Circling that gloomy lake
It bears the face of the moon in its silver womb

I'm so full of it
Only thing ‘round here thin is my courage
I'm so fucking sick of it
Only thing ‘round here sick is myself

What lives in that dark lake beneath the ice?
In that gloomy heart, that scares me so?
Ghosts, I think
Of my fathers mind and my mothers heart

I'm so full of it
Only thing ‘round here thin is my courage
I'm so fucking sick of it
Only thing ‘round here sick is myself

I'm so full of it
Only thing ‘round here thin is my courage
I'm so fucking full of it
Only thing ‘round here sick is myself