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Tired of it

by Chillera

[Bridge]
I've been thinking bout think some shit that's recently just been a dream
Now its come to life and you'll hear everything I've seen
One day I'll be up there see me on your TV screen

It's getting crazy getting hazy I can feel the AC and the ADHD getting flakey in this baby
Lately, feeling shakey
Maybe it's the HC
Maybe it's the ladies
Makin me so lazy
Makin me feel crazy

Shit that been so shady
Every day is something tasty
Bitter tasting blatantly. Hatin me
Hatin myself
They keep on chasing me
I'm hating these thoughts and everything they made for me

I make it up before they take it up
I've had enough of getting up and waking up to something that I never want
I'm fucking done
I'm fucking dumb and fucking numb
I gotta get my board and run
I'm bored of fun and borderline sort of stunned
What is the point of all the fun if you're just tired of it

[Bridge]
I'm so done and fucking tired of it

But at this point, I'm done with hiding from it

Some people are so dumb but they're just wired with it

[Second Verse]
Take a look at my sis
I fuckin miss that crazy bitch and all the trouble she'd come with
I say that like she's dead
But there's some shit that's just better unsaid
It's the presence of absence I fucking dread
I'll throw a bullet to my head and leave a hundred others dead
Alternative facts you had been fed
I'm just 16 and I'm in debt
You wanna leave me, go ahead

There's the fucking door

But once you're gone don't come crawling back for more
Plus it's been like four months
And you haven't texted once
I'm fucking tired of your stunts
I got tired of smoking blunts and having fun on the weekends with all my guns
That's what I call my crew
They real but they really have no clue about the shit that I've been through. All of them except for Luke
Nobody knows me like this homie. Everyone thing I've ever owed- he had my back like Rick and Morty
And made sure that I wasn't lonely

He picked me up when I was stuck
Meeting him was fucking luck cause not one person gave a fuck
Not even Miles or that cuck
They dumped me out like a dump truck
And fucking left me thunderstruck
You call that friendship. what the fuck!!

Even if things don't get better I'm still gonna wait forever for you guys to come back cause you're the end of my tether


But in the ending, I'm okay cause I've been winning this fight. That I've put aside like the women I cry about at night
It's been alright
This life I'm living just might be the light I'm giving to succeed and make the best of everything its thrown at me