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One Minute

by Ceeingee

on Letter To You (2020)

[Verse 1]
Other times, I know my lines that I cross
Strugglin' a loss, a death to grieve for a long time
It's stoppin' me from writing at least one rhyme
I try my hardest rhyming, it's like I am forgettin' life
Grabbin' a knife, sitting down in my room
Sometimes it's dark and I need to be alone
Thinkin' I'm such a fool to ever think I deserve a life
Wished I was never born, wished I wasn't in this world
Tears run down my eyes, no time to wipe them off
Too busy cryin' and not even cheering up
Hatin' life, as I just look into space with red cheeks and straight faced
Paced my words in my mind, lookin' back at life in a rewind
Remembering my life, the memories and soon I might die
Goin' near the pills and water to down
I just need some tips, some advises as I'm downin' these pills
Painkillers the most, needin' a Red Bull to down 'em and sleep
Sleepin' pills, maybe two or more
Two will not kill me, so ten might get me on the floor
It's funny, in life I don't get the joke so I don't laugh
As I walk on a breakin' path
[Hook]
Give me one minute to see if life is worth living
Give me a minute, I need to find out is my life worth anything
Please give me one minute, it's urgent so can you hear it
Gi, give me a minute, to see if life is worth shit
Give me one minute because I need it
[Verse 2]
Running from my fears, instead of facin' them
I run away from what fears me the most, I just wanna know how my life is goin' yo
I need answers, bashing my head off walls and banisters
Fastin' cars, shield me from a crash and know if my eye is alright
I need some time to fight, as my will power is weak
I still try fight, a strong body and a mouth to speak
Don't let my heart break
All my life I've been searching for love, since my love dumped me because I act like a kid
Almost made me blow my fuckin' lid
In life, rap is alright but I need more inspiration to write
People think I'm weird, because I act and dress like a baby
They just don't see another side to it, thinkin' I need help for it
What do they know, I've suffered a lot in life
You want me to stab myself with a knife
I'm losin' fuel... how can this happen
I get hate from other underground artists when I start rappin'
Am I not makin' my shit worth the listen, the read
Fuck my life, just put on the boxing gloves and beat
Beat me til I beg for mercy
Running away from what I hate
The weight, it's heavier so in life I can let shit block my way
What can I say, it's all in the way of me, tryin' to stop my path
I just sit and laugh, push it... okay I should
I think I would, if I get stronger
[Hook]
Give me one minute to see if life is worth living
Give me a minute, I need to find out is my life worth anything
Please give me one minute, it's urgent so can you hear it
Gi, give me a minute, to see if life is worth shit
Give me one minute because I need it
[Verse 3]
Every single day I start to get depressed, so I write a song to get me happy again
It mostly doesn't work, so I sleep in the dark... even in the daytime as I write a rhyme
A dark rhyme, sayin' when I rap, it's basically hate crime
Sometimes in my days, I start to glaze as my eyes get blurry
I need glasses, no money to buy
I spend as soon as I get, so I bet I would be broke everyday
I should be homeless, I should be out there beggin' for cash
Beggin' for dough, no one likes my flow but maybe I should spit it out in the streets yo
Maybe if anyone ever gives a fuck tho
[Hook]
Give me one minute to see if life is worth living
Give me a minute, I need to find out is my life worth anything
Please give me one minute, it's urgent so can you hear it
Gi, give me a minute, to see if life is worth shit
Give me one minute because I need it