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Apologies

by Brandon Young Official

on Your Life Is a Record (2020)

[Verse 1]
I guess it's time to say how I feel about the situation
Never rapped about this before, guess I'm patient
I still think about this every now and then
I can't just ignore it and pretend
That it's not there that's just not fair
It's impossible for me to not care
I guess it's time to share
How I feel about this
One mistake that I will always regret
Is that time I left and ended what we had
Thinking about it now it's like my heart broke in half
And I know I chose this path, realized it much later
Trust me, the pain goes through my veins
I don't know if you'll hear this, but until then I should refrain
From telling you don't want to make you get pissed
Took me a while to realize you were the one, you were my sun
On a dark day always made my sadness go away, whenever you would hug me I would feel better than okay
It's amazing how I can say you're the perfect girlfriend
Believe me, you're perfection
I don't know, how I can be worthy of your affection
You, you're perfect, and I meant it
We had an amazing connection
There was a spark in my heart whenever I would see you
You probably won't take me back after I made your heart shatter
I don't know if apologies even matter, after I did a dick move
I know what I did was awful and unlawful
After a few months when my life settled down and I found my ground I know I had to listen to the sound of my heart
When I did, I realized these past few months I was doing shit wrong
That's when I realized you were the one
Sometimes I get sad then I get mad
Because it's my fault I fucked up bad
And now I don't think I'll ever get you back
I'm sorry that I caused you pain
On the bright side now I'm the one feeling the pain
Trust me, I'm ashamed for what I did
And now I'm really hurting, if I ever asked you out you would probably be curving, and honestly I deserve it, after I hurt you
I just wanna say that you're perfect, and that you deserve someone better than me
Someone who won't hurt you
You shouldn't have tears of pain in your eyes
If you ever hear this, I apologize