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DEAR MAMA

by BlazingBlade

[Hook]

Dear mama, won't you hold me close I'm dyin' real slow
Mom I feel so fuckin' lost I have nowhere to go
Mama I might run away this place don't feel like home
They say they got my fuckin' back but ain't nobody know

[Verse 1]

How the fuck I feel inside
Dear mom, I wanna fuckin' die
I hate it when I fuckin' cry
I might consider suicide
Mama can't you tell I'm sick
Tell me how to fix this shit
I might just crash into a brick
Brick wall to end my misery
Clouded mind not clear to see
I'll clear it like my history
Just help me mom, help me please
I hate the way I fuckin' feel
I fear no one I love is real
Mama I'm so broken all these wounds I have will never heal

[Hook]

Dear mama, won't you hold me close I'm dyin' real slow
Mom I feel so fuckin' lost I have nowhere to go
Mama I might run away this place don't feel like home
I think that I should get away and hit the fuckin' road

[Verse 2]

Mom I'm so damn tired I just wanna fuckin' rest
Mama is this pain required? I just feel so stressed
Mom I wanna end my pain
Mama I feel so ashamed
Mama there's a scar above my heart that I fuckin' hate
Mama there's this girl, she broke my heart and now she hate me
Mama she's a friend, we fell apart and she won't date me
Mom I feel so tired of this bullshit
They actin' like they know shit
They think they know my pain but mom, I feel like I'm a misfit

[Verse 3]

Oh dear mama, won't you save me from this place ‘cause I don't feel too great
Mom I wish I could erase, just erase my fuckin' face
From the surface of the Earth let God decide my fate
Mom that's funny cause you know I don't believe but I just need to be relieved
I just need some friends to side with me and not make me deceived
I just need someone to ride with me and make me feel achieved
Mom I'm on my fuckin' knees mom I'm beggin' fuckin' please
I'm angry at God and I'm angry at you
Mom I know it ain't your fault but I don't know what to do
You're the only one I count on so I turn to you
And I'm sorry that I stress you a real one it's true
And all these fake ass friends they got me trippin' like it's shrooms
And I'm sorry I don't say it but you know that I love you
Mom there's all this fuckin' shit in my head, what can I do?
I can't find a fuckin' answer so I'm lookin to you

[Hook]

Dear mama, won't you hold me close I'm dyin' real slow
Mom I feel so fuckin' lost I have nowhere to go
Mama I might run away this place don't feel like home
I think that I should get away and hit the fuckin' road