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dysphoria

by Benedixhion

I'm always stuck in my head
I always overthink shit
Like, was it something I said?
And it's a lot to digest
Now I feel better off dead
And every thought's a regret
Guess I'll just lie in my bed
So I sip bottles to block it
And I get high as a rocket
My mind is constantly foggy
I just ignore all my problems
Give me a pill and I'll pop it
I've never been one for stopping
I'll go till I'm in a coffin

It's not the same anymore
Don't think that I can keep on pushing through the pain anymore
And I keep taking all these drugs
Don't think it's safe anymore
But I don't really give a fuck, I wanna crash bitch
Plug ran out, goddammit
What the fuck am I supposed to do? I didn't plan this
I can't sleep at night if I'm not on another planet
She said I needa stop 'cause she can't fucking stand it
She says I'll overdose, yeah, that's the fucking plan bitch
That's the fucking plan bitch

I'm overdosing on my problems, yeah
And I don't think that I can solve 'em, yeah
So I been falling like its autumn, yeah
Like all the way down to the bottom, yeah
Just reapplied my nail polish, yeah
She likes my chains, well, I just bought 'em, yeah

I got a blunt in my pocket
I think I might have to light it
My mind's always so divided
But all these weed makes it silent
Just got a text from the plug
He delivers, I buy it
No, I don't give a fuck
'Cause I'm tired of trying

It's not the same anymore
Don't think that I can keep on pushing through the pain anymore
And I keep taking all these drugs
Don't think it's safe anymore
But I don't really give a fuck, I wanna crash bitch
Plug ran out, goddammit
What the fuck am I supposed to do? I didn't plan this
I can't sleep at night if I'm not on another planet
She said I needa stop 'cause she can't fucking stand it
She says I'll overdose, yeah, that's the fucking plan bitch