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The Longest Day This Year

by At Half-Mast

on Mast - Fathers And Sons (2009)

I'm choking on my own words
The words I thought I'd make them eat
All the ones who didn't believe, now I'm the one who can't fucking believe...
Everything
I poured myself into you
Every sacrifice, every tear I cried
Every day I thought I'd fucking die if I couldn't have you by my side
Every time you crushed my fucking pride
And I believed in you, I took it all for you, but you just walked away
And now I see that you never really loved me
You can't leave someone that you love
To die alone to rot away
I can't believe the things I heard you say
When every single fucking day I tried so hard to find a way to keep you from walking away
I'm standing here face to face with 14 months of fucking waste
Never understand this emptiness
You'll never understand my loneliness
Never understand my bitterness
I hope every day when you wake up you remember what you had
I hope it haunts your conscience until the day you die
I hope you never forget that day in August
Remember how it felt
I hope you never forget October 14th, the day I lost myself