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by 9tails

on Iespeja (2020)

[Chorus]
I been feeling kind of lonely
(Kind of lonely)
Maybe I should try and find somebody decent for me
(Decent for me)
I don't need no one to hold me
(Need no one to hold me)
Just that some of these ideas I have need to reach somebody else's ears
(Somebody else's ears)
Falling out with my peers
I don't enjoy nobody else's company and I'm scared
(I'm scared)
Nobody really knows me
Well enough to say what's wrong with me
And the people there that try deserve the deepest of apologies

[Verse 1]
Took me 6 months
But I blew past
(Blew past)
Miss my medication
Got brain zaps
Looking at the scene
I don't reflect rap
I'm a skinny freckled kid
With no face tats
I live the life
If you minus all the ammunition
b*tch I do the drugs
But I never wanna go to prison
My own blood turn on me
To see that sh*t is sickening
But I thank 'em for my lyrics
'Cause they fueled the feelings
Blueberry OG straight out the deal
My exes tell me I'm cold and I should learn how to feel
I don't feel no love because I know it's never real
Every girl I meet just want McDonald's fries and a pill
(They just want a pill)
I can't connect with them
The only one I liked won't respond again
I'd love to prove that I've evolved from then
I'll never be back in that apartment (Yeah)