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My Problem

by 4 Minute Sermons

on The Hope (2019)

(Verse 1)

Sitting in my car, I began to write/
I wrote down what I'm gonna say cause i/
Was broken over how I talk in life/
I hope you listen to what I bring to light/
I said things that I'm not proud of/
I yelled things that I now look down on/
I am verbally cruel in the name of honesty/
I cry at night knowing what it cost me/
The voices come out, they come out in these moments/
They come out cause I fear not only that I'll die/
But die a lonely death cause no will be near/
Loneliness is what I fear almost all the time/

I control cause I have a vision in my head/
Anything less is failure but instead/
Of saying these things all I do is argue/
All I do is start to bicker i know it's a dark view/
The problem is bigger but your gonna start to/
Understand it all yeah tell me are you?/
Wait never mind I forgot I'm writing/
Feels like a conversation in a way I am/
I'm talking to you but rapping to the fans/
Or a fan that maybe just relates/
I pray what I'm saying will help somebody/
Godly is my goal I'm not trinna be embraced/

(Chorus)

The pain of your past will never cease/
I know pain won't last but how do we live in peace?/
In the end all I ask is I don't only bleed/
But serve a greater purpose to those in need/
I am small and weary but with you I'm mighty/
Please grant me the faith keep on trying/
In the end all I ask is I don't only bleed/
But serve a greater purpose to those in need/

I've fallen many times told many lies/
I pray forgiveness for lives I ruined in my time/
I have hurt many people I feel like I am evil/
I have hurt so many people so so many people/
I am small and weary but with you I'm mighty/
Please grant me the faith keep on trying/
If I could look at myself I would yell out stop him!/
Verbal abusive is my biggest problem/

(Verse 2)

I'm not here to be famous or live a life that's perfect/
I'm here because my aim is to live a life that's worth it/
My claim is ima a Christian who strives toward purpose/
And every place I fail is a place to learn this/
I'm more harsher with my words than I know I oughta be/
I tear down people with my thoughts and my honesty/
It's a problem of the heart yeah I know I probably/
Need to quit acting like I'm a potter and try to be the pottery/
In the end all I pray is that I gave to my faith in you/
Talking about it is easy but living it is something I hate to do/
God your son is what I need i think a change is due/
I surrender to the savior calling out "make me new"/
I've been a hypocrite in the past i pray this is not the case/
I do it more than I think I pray will God break me with conviction/
I wanna build people up I am not perfect I will not pretend/
God I pray you change my heart so the problem will end/

(Chorus)

The pain of my past will never cease/
I know pain won't last but how do i live in peace?/
In the end all I ask is I don't only bleed/
But serve a greater purpose to those in need/
I am small and weary but with you I'm mighty/
Please grant me the faith keep on trying/
In the end all I ask is I don't only bleed/
But serve a greater purpose to those in need/

I've fallen many times told many lies/
I pray forgiveness for lives I ruined in my time/
I have hurt many people I feel like I am evil/
I have hurt so many people so so many people/
I am small and weary but with you I'm mighty/
Please grant me the faith keep on trying/
If I could look at myself I would yell out stop him!/
By far verbal abusive is my biggest problem/