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Ain't Been The Same

by Raw-B

[Intro]
Yo, Yeah, Oh
Tell I flexed on this one

[Verse 1]
Ayy, ain't been the same since I got kicked out onto the streets and was homeless
Yeah, only 15 feeling trauma my momma was not in the picture to hold me
Yeah, I was alone with the clothes on my back and a skateboard to ride to the homies
And I made a wave by couch surfing and writing these lyrics don't act like you know me, act like you know me
Thought I found a family but I had dip out due to secrets
Please don't say you love me and not really mean it
Not gonna announce what happened for a reason
I'm followed by those demons and I'm still bleeding
God tell me why I'm cursed by other generations
I been feeling so addicted to everything and I hate it
Wanna find another buzz the night after getting faded
So I put it your hands knowing that you're gonna break it, oh lord

[Chorus]
Oh lord, oh lord, oh lord, oh lord
I feel it, I feel it, I feel it, I..
Ain't been the same since I, Ain't been the same since I, Ain't been the same since I

[Verse 2]
Yeah, ain't been the same since I left the relationships that were just toxic
So much it cost me
Not only purity but my mind and myself I straight up lost it
I wasn't cautious
Dialed the suicide hotline with tears in my eyes and no options
Locked in the bathroom like that helps my problems
Rinsing my bloody arm under the faucet
I'm feeling nauseous
Puke in the toilet and flush it get up and head back to my room
Talking to God about heaven just praying that I'm gonna make it there seeing him soon
Handful of pills that I wanted to swallow for some reason I just did not follow through
God if you heal all the pain that I hold in my heart I'll drop everything to follow you
I promise you

[Chorus]
Oh lord, oh lord, oh lord, oh lord
I feel it, I feel it, I feel it, I feel it, I...
Ain't been the same since I, Ain't been the same since I, Ain't been the same since I...

[Verse 3]
Yeah
Ain't been the same since I got saved and joined a church
Ain't been the same since I heard God told me my worth
Ain't been the same since I seen leaders put in work
Ain't been the same since I sprouted up from the dirt, yeah
Oh hey how you doing
Holy Spirit in me with the influence
I'm forever changed you can miss with me confusion
God told me it is finished conclusion
Young Jedi with the yoda
Devil hella mad and tried to roll up
God hit him with the *shot* when he showed up
Got me feeling like dame Dolla at the moda
Hold up
Lemme wake em up from the coma
Morning
Caffeine on the beat like Folgers
Coffee
Yeah we be the front line soldiers
Woke up this morning knowing my story isn't over like
God

[Chorus]
Oh lord, oh lord, oh lord, oh lord
I feel it, I feel it, I feel it, I feel it, I...
Ain't been the same since I, Ain't been the same since I, Ain't been the same since I
Yeah