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Binetna

by LAZAR

What you see when you look at me
When you see a smile waving in my skies
Wearing no disguise
Hiding em lies
Running for em guys
Doing em drive by's
Then are you ready to drop em bombs
To break em laws, ARE YOU
I'll be the different
I'll keep the accent
I ain't ashame to have a problem
But I'm still better
But my tongue is twisted
But I ain't ashame
Then who to blame
Who's mistaken
The one who lied
The one who faked it
Then I'll still be myself
Take care of oneself
Fuck everybody else
Believe that you're the best
And be the outcast
The war I have inside
No one standing by my side
Then I'll be talking bout the ghosts
When no one is ready
Head to the room of losts
Retrieve yourself
Search for mine
You'll find it at the devil's
See the upper shelf
Oh I forgot, you're damn short
Oh pray for your lord
You wishinhg for the gold
Others are just cold
Help em out
Feel damn proud
Back in the days laying on my bed
Seeing them lays disappearing very bad
He came out black body eyes red
I was so afraid
I couldn't move or scream
All I could do is to lean
And stare and hear
Waving like fire
He screamed saying
I'll be back when you're older
I won't be this time
I'll use him like my rhymes
I'll make him sell himself to me
Not like it always has to be
I ain't have no soul anymore
Not for someone like me
For everytime I had to smash my core
To keep my body living
But my soul is underground
My heart is behind em bars
She said she loves me, she lied
She said she won't do it, she lied
They all do, they are the same
I got it this time, I got the game
You're playing the demo
I got the dlc
You're hearing an eco
But you still don't see
I ahve a finger, I raise him high
I ain't afraid to fight and die
But I'll never let you escape
I'll be behind you
I'll make you wave
White napkins, put em in your pocket
Wipe em tears fly em like a rocket
But I don't care anymore
You was my weapon to my war
I loved her like I never
I really made you my goal
I felt so cold
You brought warmth to my heart
But when you left
It was broke down on fire backyard
It got me thinking bout my life
Bout my stule bout my pocket knife
Maybe I should use it now
I will no more put it to the side
I ain't afraid no more
Damn my eyes are full of blur
Oh damn oh girl
Hear this
FUCK YOU FUCK THE DAY I MET YOU
FUCK THE MOMENTS I TALKED TO YOU
FUCK EVERY HOUR AND MINUTE I SPENT ON YOU
You lied like you never did
You've been loved like yo never will
You'll regret it I'm sure
You'll feel it, you will
They'll regret it I'm sure
They'll say we didn't accept
Why we didn't do so
Look how he's living
Not like you, you're suffering
Oh yeah and you I was just a pastime
For you I was just a glass of wine
I will come there
And stand on front of you
You'll regret what you did
And everything you'll ever do
You thinkin you know me well enough
Oh please don't make me laugh
They say I'm stupid
Sometimes I'm childish
I just want to forget what happened
When I was a child
When I had no fun right
They say why you close the door in the dark and write
To let what I can't let out
Yet I don't know why they say no pain, no gain
Cause I've still gained nothing, unless you count pain
It feels like i'm losing, cause life is just a game
No matter what you do life just ends the same
It's the legacy you leave, hope it's not a stain
We all have problems it's true
It's known, nothing is new
Difers how you make em right
Nothing without blood and fight
Hurt yourself fight and die
Woman or man it's ok to cry
When I was young they told me men don't cry
When I grew older I figured out that's it's a lie
Men do cry
When all they need is to fly
From this earth to their lord
When they need to die cuz it's over
We're all running for the gold
Find the key open up your locker
Infinity shining stars
Bathing in your skies
Just look at them and admire
Just thank god you're not living with a wire
You're not attached to a machine
Just make your mother your queen
She took care of you
It's time for you to do so too
Time is ticking
Tears are dripping
Screams are raising
In a dark toom I stay
On my warm bed I lay
Looking to the roof
Seeking for a proof
Is it really worth
What are we on this earth
We were given bith
We going to face death
We all have the same thought everyday
Then think why should we stay
Why should we fight and not lay
Never give up
Never loose faith
Never look down always look up
Doors will be open after they're shut
Call me the unknown
I already won
I did what I wanna do
I'm achieving my dreams too
Ha Ha and you
Maybe You'll have a clue
I laugh I run I joke and smile
But I'm sad I'm angry and my life is a lie
You still think you're better than me?
Oh, just wait till I make you see
Truth is made to fool people
Truth will just make you weaker
Just put your head down and hear
Don't fucking move, just stay here
Run your brain and think
Don't even try to ignore or blink
Life is just a fucking game
Age is a level, one year XP
Each level you make you come closer to belief
Are you sure of what you've achieved
I can ask you a thousand questions
You'll have to die to find answers
But you still won't answer
I don't care what your name or age is
I just wanna know if you're courageous
I'll ask you who you are
Not what's your name
I'll ask you what you are
Not about your fame
I won't ask about your level
I'll ask about the game
We all are playing and fighting
All we seeing is weaker form of minions
One day you'll be surprised by the monsters
We all are living and waiting
Waiting for the day he comes waving
He who worships one mighty god
He who will cut your soul out
He the reaper who asks for no gold
He who won't be stopped by no wall
We all going to pass away
Why the fuck you changing what he created
Fe and male and now we see gay
Genders are made to be two
Not as much as you will wish to
Why the fuck I ain't understanding none of you
How you could take a fucking dick in the ass and feel pleasure
With your dick hanging down
Fuck this shit I'm feeling anger
Schools are just made they say to make you smart
But why they brake our talents before we even fucking start
Why a kid has to follow his parents in everything
Why the fuck you're cutting your own wing
Parents aren't always right
But keep em the main stars in your sky
Make them the most bright
We all are going to die
So keep them as much in your sight
But I'm sorry
I couldn't do it for them for myself
It isn't as easy as it sounds like
But I'm sorry
You ain't supposed to be put on the shelf
I have a small and easy wish in my life
Just if my mom could understand
What I say in my songs for just one time
She won't look at me the same again
I'm sorry mom I can't take you to the holy land
I got angry and sad everytime I see whites scorlling on your bun
I am sorry mum
For all the times you dropped tears cuz of me
For the things I did and you didn't see
For everytime I didn't answer with the key
I know you just want the best for me
But I ain't giving a damn anymore
I'm now sad, mum I'm feeling sore
Mom my life is just making me feel more bitter
I wanna decorate my life for you with glitter
I want you to live in a shiny big house just for you
Without worrying about nothing too
I wanna repay everything to you
All the nights you've spent on me
I'll make your life drip like a tea sip
I'll make it up to you I promise
I'm not lying I know this
If you just look deeply in my eyes
You'll see the same 10 year old that I was
Just life has made around me a cage
Mom I want you to see me on stage
A 10 minute song is a challenge that I proudly take
Putting the watch minutes on the sake
Not much of you will reach this far
But I don't care it won't leave me with a scar
I rap for the people with an ear and brain
Not for those who are just lame
I'm here to take and make my place here
I ain't the type that can be driven
I'm just used to drive and seer
Music is not something you create, it's what you've been given
You sure you still wanna tell me to stop
Damn, I jump on you with no bunny hop
You ain't even making a stone in hiphop
Dude this is rap not fucking pop
I ain't have no tires, no way I'm gonna pop
I'm flying slowly on the ground
Waiting for the proper time to take off
I'll leave your mouth open on the ground
Maybe I did it maybe I failed
Maybe I did it maybe I failed
It's not you who decide
I don't care I'm still feeling pride
Life is full of tests and this is
If you say it's not then guess what it is
I'm still suffering on clock around
I'm still cutting the trust bound
Do you remember my first song
Trust was the first i've ever sang
It was for someone that wasn't worth it
But yet I've still meant it
Trust is a metal
I still b8end it
My motto is to never trust
Never believe to never feel lost
Trust is a metal
Already is covered with rust
As I said trust no body
Trust no body
Work hard gaing money
Go home to your mom with a motherfucking ferrari
No one deserves your fucking time
You don't have to be sticky like a motherfucking slime
Just let it go, don't be stuck
Just work hard you don't need luck
People will just pull you back
Even when you're old you feel lost
You died, I'm dead, you laughed, I cried
You came, I went, you down, I flied
You rich I'm poor, I gained you're a game
I'm playing you're looking I'm gaining the fame
You lied I didn't, you faked, I wasn't
I'm creating a name going by the time in a deep dark hole
Weird skitchy without an end
Ghosts digging my brain's wall
Playing me like a small fucking doll
But I don't care
I know that you stare
Yet you still afraid to even dare
To look at me upclose
Cuz you are afraid to lose
This song was a load of a one percent part
In my brain's left corner